Newness

So Mason is going to be 5 weeks old in three days, and time has flown by way to fast. It scares the heck out of me.
I miss the newness. It sounds crazy. But I miss those moments of not really knowing if I was correctly changing his diaper, feeding him, holding him, etc. I've only been a mom for 5 short weeks, but I've learned a heck of a lot. I love that I am needed around the clock. Sometimes it can be annoying when I'm the only one he wants, but most of the time, I love that.
I know he will continue to grow and change, but I still wish I could slow time down. He has just changed so much in such a short time, I guess that is what scares me.
I love to learn more about him as he changes.
But I do miss the newness.